“When I leave, I wanna wait for the silence
You gave me all you’ve got,
and now I stand here waving to you
But still you smile, you’re looking back
Maybe I just wasn’t kind enough,
I’m fighting urges to fall again”
-Seven Black Roses by Chicosci-
I don’t care if he will read this. I can’t even sleep and eat right just thinking of him. I already miss him and I don’t know if he also misses me and I don’t care if he does or he doesn’t! My head is crackin’ up just thinkin’ of him. I keep on telling myself it’s not right because I’m in a relationship but I just can’t help it. Reality sucks!?! I know for him I’m just a friend, and I’m one of the boys, but hey I wanna tell you, I LIKE YOU!!! You’re so insensitive that you have to add my girl friends to your friendster account!!! It hurts but I cannot react… I hate you for being so nice to me and treating me special but that is the only thing you can offer. I hate my self for seeing your good points and appreciating them… Shit really happens!!! I always caught you staring at me and then you just smile it’s so unfair because you’re not giving me a chance to look or even just to glance at you. I don’t know if there is something when you look at me or it’s just me who see an angel staring at me. Last time we’re together feels like it was something unexplainable. I’m happy and contented with that moment. But the clock ticks its time and we need to say goodbye. I wave and you we’re still there smiling and waving goodbye. As I look back I see your pretty face still smiling at me. I hope it wasn’t the last time we’re going to see each other and not the last time I’m going to see your eyes smile at me again…
Hear this, I’m yours, I’m at your feet
Inside this heart you still remain…
hi! i can relate to this post.. your inlove with him but he doesn’t know. maybe it will come to the point that he will love you also in the right place and in the right time.
Godbless
this is a repost from my old blog, i used to like the guy but now we are good friends and we are both happy with our lives. i just reposted this because i was happy reminiscing the past. =)